Author Archives: John Swinburn

About John Swinburn

"Love not what you are but what you may become."― Miguel de Cervantes

Temporary Bachelorhood

So, I’m trying to make my plans for temporary bachelorhood.  What shall I do when my wife skips town to meet her high school chums for a few days and nights of unchecked raucous behavior? I’m thinking I should engage … Continue reading

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September 7: Thoughts for the Day

Embers smother under their own ashes.  An ember can rekindle with a breath of air and a tiny spark.  A long-smoldering memory can erupt into a welcome conflagration in an instant.

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September 6: Thoughts for the Day

When fantasies become dreams…and dreams become visions…and visions become obsessions, one’s place in the world becomes fragile. For if  one cannot realistically hope to live one’s fantasy,  he or she obsesses over impossibility. Such a situation leads only to disappointment and madness. Stay sane; wish … Continue reading

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What Do I Miss? How Do I Settle?

A downside to living in Hot Springs Village versus Dallas (or any big city): there’s no convenient and nearby place to go for a middle-of-the-night-breakfast when sleep eludes me.  I miss that, especially of late…especially when I awaken with nothing … Continue reading

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Pale Blue Dot

Watch this and consider.

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September 5: Thoughts for the Day

You have memories; they are secrets you can share with no one, not even yourself. But they are delicious memories you’d give your soul to experience again, if only you could.

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September 4: Thoughts for the Day

As we walk along the road of life, we learn it is a brittle road.

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Insomniac!

The mind shifts deftly from kool-aid to caterpillars, from coca-cola to criminality—and back again—with no reasonable explanation.  That’s just how the mind, as fractured as it can be at three o’clock in the morning, works. Darkness in semi-rural Arkansas is almost absolute, emphasizing the … Continue reading

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“Take this longing from my tongue…”

I learned, quite by accident, that the human tongue is a muscular hydrostat.  A muscular hydrostat is a biological structure (consisting primarily of muscles with no skeletal support structure) in animals used to manipulate objects or for locomotion of its host.  Other muscular hydrostats … Continue reading

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September 3: Thoughts for the Day

A few years ago, I had an idea to spend each week for a year at a different job, then write about the experience. It’s since been done (One Week Job Project), but the idea still appeals to me. The downside, … Continue reading

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Just Changing My Mind

For most of my life, I’ve made decisions under the premise that they were not irrevocable.  “If this doesn’t work, I can just change it.” At some point, that argument starts failing. At what point is it no longer possible, … Continue reading

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September 2: Thoughts for the Day

Self-imposed slavery—whether to a philosophy or to an artificial constraint on our own freedom to do what we want when we want—is just as confining as shackles. We allow ourselves to label as impossible those endeavors that certainly are possible, although difficult or … Continue reading

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Thinking, as I Sometimes Do

For reasons I don’t fully understand, and could not explain even if I did because they are terrifically complex, I am looking deeply inward as I write this. It occurs to me that most of us probably do not give … Continue reading

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September 1: Thoughts for the Day

With proper planning and sufficient luck (or absent both), you may be assured of a spectacular, downright wonderful September.  It is in your hands. Make it so.

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About those cars…

Change of heart, change of mind, change of scenery.  We will not, at least in the near-term, get an Element, an Odyssey, a CR-V, or a RAV4.  Instead, we plan to get a Honda Civic.  We will buy said vehicle … Continue reading

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August 31: Thoughts for the Day

Forgive yourself.  That’s what I got from the advice I heard given to someone else.  But it fits me just as well. Even when you behave badly, make stupid decisions, or create chaos with ill-conceived ideas, forgive yourself.  Take ample time … Continue reading

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Automobilia

Decisions, even decisions reached after painstaking research and consideration, can be unmade.  I had decided I wanted to buy a used Honda Element (there is no other kind, since they are no longer produced).  Yesterday, I drove one…a 2006 in … Continue reading

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August 30: Thoughts for the Day

Power was restored at 5:35 a.m., not 11:30 p.m. as originally promised.  So, I guess it was out for about ten hours or so…that’s a long time without light and AC and fans. After my long-delayed shower, we’re ready to hit … Continue reading

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Deep, deep dark

The power here is not dependable.  For the fifth time since we moved here in April, the power is out.  The last time was caused by human idiocy…a car careening into a power pole out of old-age wrecklessness.   This … Continue reading

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A Patina of Experience

Last night, I was in “a mood.”   It caused me to write an email to a friend, something I too rarely do.  The message was mostly silliness memorialized in language, but as I read my message this morning, I saw … Continue reading

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August 29: Thoughts for the Day

Last night, I listened to music by Dave Bromberg, an amazing blues guitarist.  And songwriter.  And singer.  And so forth. And on and on!   On occasion, it’s nice to let my imagine go and just listen to an incredible … Continue reading

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Pigmentatious Transmogrification

Deep Brown is the New Dull Grey. Paint.  Just paint.  It changes everything.  What once was a dull, dingy, mottled-grey deck is being transformed into something far more attractive. It is now morphing into a deep, dark brown. I had planned … Continue reading

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Intermittent Errors

Yesterday was a day of intermittent errors. Those missteps began early, when I went to the gym before daylight to carry out the regimen I was given by the personal trainer earlier in the week.  After using various pieces of equipment … Continue reading

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August 28: Thoughts for the Day

Hummingbirds are territorial beasts.  When another hummingbird encroaches on what they have defined as their territory, they attack and run the invaders off.  Their territories are far larger than they would ever need…at least here. Despite the fact that I … Continue reading

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I Think I Made a Mistake

I thought someone would jump right in and offer to help.  My mistake.

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