April 24: Thoughts for the Day

It’s stunning, sometimes, to realize how wonderful one can feel sitting on a deck under a canopy of trees, being caressed by a gentle cool breeze. That was yesterday. And stunning was magnified by the fact that the restaurant upon whose deck we were sitting was lakeside. I offer my thanks for the experience to Mother Nature, the staff of El Jimador, and my favorite wife.

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April 23: Thoughts for the Day

If teachers, from elementary school though high school, were given free reign over their classrooms and were rewarded financially for student performance, I suspect students might be “smarter.”

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April 22: Thoughts for the Day

Waking up in sunlight is better than not waking up at all, but it makes me wonder whether it was dark at 5:00 a.m. this morning—or did the sun just rise earlier than normal?

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Roadrunner

I thought roadrunners lived only in Texas and points west.  I was wrong.

Day before yesterday (or perhaps the day before that), as my wife and I were driving by our soon-to-be-new house, I saw what I swore was a roadrunner, just a few feet from the car.  It darted in front of me, zipped up a steep driveway and then disappeared into the thin underbrush of the mixed pine and hardwood forest next to the house.  The only thing that made me think it might not be a roadrunner was the fact that there was no ridge on the back of its head; that, alone, made me wonder if I had seen a close cousin of the bird, and not the infamous “Pete” himself. Otherwise, every facet of its body was roadrunner…its gait, its beak, its long legs, its long tail, and its body shape.

I did a bit of research online and found that, though not daily events, roadrunner sightings in central Arkansas and in the Ouachita National Forest area in particular are not uncommon.  Especially around Hot Springs, I found that people claim to see them fairly often.  More research revealed that they have expanded their range eastward in the last few decades.  The most easily understandable information I found about them and their range can be found here.

Thus far, we’ve seen deer, wild turkeys, grey squirrels, opossums, skunks, and an exceptional variety of songbirds.  And now I’ve seen a roadrunner.  All within shouting distance of the house into which we’re about to move.

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April 21: Thoughts for the Day

Creativity stems from a willingness to ask questions for which there are no answers, then answering them.  It is imagination, given free rein, behaving as if it were reality. It is a flight of fancy with legs and a strong back.

I believe creativity can be nurtured.  It takes acceptance of every impossibility as a temporary setback, every “never” as a synonym for “now.”

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Arkansas Highway 7

ARK_7Arkansas Highway 7 was designated a state “scenic byway” for good reason.  The road features some truly stunning scenery, especially as it wanders through the Ouachita Mountains and through the Ouachita National Forest.  Steep grades and sharp curves are common in that area, but coming onto expansive vistas after rounding a curve at the top of a particularly steep climb make the effort worthwhile.

We have driven the road as far north as I-40, near Russellville and, just yesterday, we’ve gone as far south as El Dorado.  The road puts the topography of the state on display, passing as it does through level stretches of flood plains in river valleys and through heavily forested mountainous terrain in the Ouachita Mountains and, further north than we’ve been yet, the Ozark Mountains. The highway is the longest in the state, at 290 miles.  We’ve traveled 190 miles of it, having yet to drive the ten miles or so in the southern stretch from El Dorado to the Louisiana state line and the ninety miles north of Russellville to the Missouri border.  There’s plenty of time for that.

I tend to get wrapped up in what I’m seeing as I drive through particularly scenic areas and I neglect to think about stopping to take pictures.  I’d like to have the photos, of course, but the process of making them is too much of a distraction, at least the first time through.  I’ll plan on returning to the road many times in the coming weeks and months and years and may buy a decent camera in preparation for those trips.  An iPhone or an iPad just aren’t quite up to the task of capturing the scenery, methinks.

Yesterday’s drive was relaxing and enjoyable, thanks in large part to the fact that the road was relatively free of traffic, at least traffic of the sort that is bothersome.  By that I mean there were few instances in which I found myself behind a lumbering beast of an RV or log truck and, similarly, it was rare that I found myself in front of someone anxious for me to get out of the way.  I suspect the road will see more and more traffic as the tourist season progresses, especially around the “touristy” areas around Hot Springs and north, in the Ouachita National Forest.  We’ll see.

We arrived in El Dorado around lunchtime.  My wife recalled an earlier trip through El Dorado (though I have no such memories) when we had a hard time finding a place to eat. She described a desolate, empty town with little in the way of open businesses when we arrived after 5:00 p.m.  But yesterday was a different story all together.  The downtown area was bustling.  All around the square there were restaurants and shops.  People were dining alfresco at a Mexican restaurant the Laredo Grill, so we decided to dine there. The atmosphere was delightful; the weather was perfect, the open-air seating was pleasant, and the decor was attractive.  The food and service were less than impressive though, but such is life.

After lunch, we wandered around the square, stopping in at a book store for a while before continuing on.  I found it a bit odd that one of the shops is a place that sells (and/or rents) tuxedos and formal evening attire. After a quick stop at a rather disappointing frozen yogurt shop, we hit the jackpot…La Bella Gourmet Gifts and Delicatessen.  As we were wandering around the shop, we were greeted by a guy we would learn during the course of our conversations was the owner, Jim Robinson.  Though we’d already eaten, we enjoyed his salesmanship and his hospitality as he offered us sample after sample of dips, chips, sliced meats, fudge, and on and on!  We left with two packets of a spice mix, made in Loveland, CO, that, when mixed with sour cream and ketchup (which was one of the things we sampled) is absolutely delicious.  We also left with a very expensive jar of jalapeño mustard and, for last night’s dinner, a muffaletta sandwich and a 911 sandwich, the latter of which is one of their specialties, loaded with pastrami and their own jalapeño mustard (the same stuff we bought).

Jim said he has owned the deli for 27 years.  He started it after having moved to Arkansas from Connecticut. During the early years, he had to have some of the Italian meats shipped in from the east coast, he said, because there were no local sources for the stuff he had grown up with.  We learned, during our conversations, that he served on a submarine during the Viet Nam war and that he will be in Little Rock for ceremonies involving a submarine on display there during an upcoming event.  And, we learned that he owns a house boat on Lake Hamilton at Hot Springs.  There is no question that we will go back to La Bella the next time we’re in El Dorado.

Arkansas Highway 7 is worth several visits.  In fact, I suspect we’ll be wandering up and down the state on Highway 7 a number of times in the coming months, just to see what we missed on the earlier trips through.

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April 20: Thoughts for the Day

Do not forget, whether they were the deeply wise words of Plato or the mumblings of a drunken sailor: “Be kind. Everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.”

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April 19: Thoughts for the Day

“Want.” What is it that causes us to “want” something?  A bigger house, a new car, softer furniture, the latest Apple gadget, more friends? Is it an emotional need, a longing, a desire?  Is it unbridled greed? If we can control “want,” we can control our destiny.

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Insomnia, Revisited

It’s 3:32 a.m. on Saturday morning.  I’ve been up since 3:02 a.m. My hopes of getting back to sleep have dimmed to the extent that I’ve finally made coffee and am prepared to face the fact that I’m up for the day.

Have you ever eaten a pimento-stuffed green olive at 3:15 a.m. and followed it with a sip of coffee? Well, as of this morning, I can say I have.  I suspect that’s something relatively few people can legitimately claim. I always knew I would be an adventurer some day.

Well, enough of this chit-chat.  Time for me to get down to something less productive, like sitting out on the deck, listening to what there is to listen to.

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April 18: Thoughts for the Day

Watching a television news announcement last night about the discovery of planet similar in size to earth that could be hospitable to life as we know it, I felt an incredible pang of sadness. The sadness arose from my acknowledgement that I have absolutely no chance to ever know whether there is life outside Earth.  I want to know.  But I won’t.  That’s a hard pill to swallow.

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Mardella

Mardella was my sister-in-law’s mother-in-law.  She was sharp-witted, funny, and a joy to be around.  In spite of the fact that her eyes were failing and her hearing wasn’t what it used to be, she had a wicked sense of humor that lasted well into her 90s.  She outlived her children, something no one should have to face.  But she faced it and didn’t let it destroy her optimism and positive outlook.  Her love for her late son extended to her daughter-in-law; even after his death, that was so very obvious.

I didn’t spend much time with her, nor can I say I knew her well, but the time I spent with her was enlightening and gratifying in so many ways.  It put life in a different perspective for me. Here she was, confined for most of the time to her room…almost blind, her body rebelling against too many years of effort and not enough relief…yet she laughed and smiled and joked like a woman sixty years her junior.  Though she saw through a thick veil, her eyes twinkled and sparkled.  Her smile was infectious.

Mardella died on April 14.  Her last few months were not good.  She was ready to go.  Her memories will live on.  Her lessons about life will live on.

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Getting Acquainted with Hot Springs

I’ve posted very little about our new home and its environs, primarily because we’re not yet in our new home.  If all goes according to plan, a week from today the movers will deliver our furnishings and we can begin unpacking and getting organized.  But, between arriving here and getting all organized, we will have gotten acquainted with quite a lot of the area.  So, in the interest of getting some of it stored electronically, here are some bits and pieces about our adventures in the last couple of days.

hummingDay before yesterday, we drove to Jessieville, just a few miles north, to have lunch at The Shack, a died-in-the-wool dive of a hamburger joint/roadside cafe.  The burgers are decent, but not quite up to my standards, e.g., you have no say in rare or well-done they are cooked…but they are certainly edible. What I find most appealing about The Shack is that it’s so damn casual!  I love casual.  Casual is good.  And another thing I find appealing is the fact that there are two hummingbird feeders outside the south-facing windows.  When we were there yesterday, there were scads of hummingbirds, not five feet from us outside the window, drinking in the red nectar from the feeders.  I waited until we were outside to try to get a photo; I used my iPhone, hence the poor quality.

After lunch, as we were heading back home, we stopped in at Bennett Brothers Stone Company, to take a look at what they had available in grey flagstone.  The stoneyard is the sort of place that could hold my attention for days…they have so many types of natural stone, most of it from nearby I think, that are so beautiful it makes me want to build something!

Yesterday, we moped about early in the day, but managed to get out of the house and drive over to Little Rock to get the cashier’s check (I prefer the British spelling, but do not use it because I do not want to give the wrong impression about me) we’ll need to close on the new house next week.  Because we are deeply uncomfortable having a check of that size laying around the house, w.e stopped by the title company at which the closing will take place next week and dropped it off for safekeeping and deposit into escrow.  When the time for closing comes, we’ll not need to take any money with us.

McLards7When we left the house today, our destination was McLard’s Bar-B-Q, a place I learned about from Michael Stern’s Roadfood.com. I do not always have the same experience at restaurants as Stern does. Sometimes, he waxes poetic about food that I find only adequate.  But the ribs at McLard’s Bar-B-Q today were nothing short of exceptional.  Following Stern’s lead, I ordered the Rib & Fry plate, which consisted of six monstrous pork ribs under a mountain of French fries.  My favorite wife ordered the ribs with beans and cole slaw (both of which were superb). The ribs, with thick layers of meat and just enough fat to accentuate the flavor, were smoked to perfection!  I ordered mine dry, but tasted their signature BBQ sauce and was more than a little impressed.  There’s no wonder this place has survived and thrived since 1928, operating since 1942 in the same building. Here are some shots of the food, along with a shot of the side of the building across the parking lot from McLard’s:

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Two other things we saw in the place left an impression. First, we noticed that our waitress was wearing a restaurant t-shirt with the following statement printed on the back: “I like pig butts & I cannot lie.”  Then, my favorite wife pointed out a sign on the wall above my left shoulder that read: “Put some south in yo’ mouth!” We left the restaurant poorer and with a to-go box full of six ribs, then headed out to explore more of Hot Springs. For a small town, there is one HELL of a lot to see…and we will have a long time to see it all.

McLards2I’m not sure whether I’ve mentioned that there is an airport in Hot Springs.  Well, there is.  And I learned a few days ago, to my delight, that there is scheduled commercial service from Hot Springs to Dallas and Memphis on Seaport Airlines. The carrier flies small (about 10 passenger, I think) commercial Cessna aircraft to Dallas and Memphis.  If one doesn’t need flexibility, a person can lock in a round trip for about $133; for $250 or so, a refundable, changeable ticket can be had.

There’s much more to see, more to do, and a lot more experiences to have here.  I’m enjoying this.  And it will be even better when we can get into our new house and unpack!

 

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Dog Money

I can only assume you have, as have I, given more than passing thought to how different the world would be if dogs engaged in commerce the way humans do.

My curiosity about such matters runs into practical difficulties when I try to envision what forms of payment dogs would use.  Would dogs simply barter, for example trading beef for chicken and bones for blankets?  Or would dogs develop a system of currency, wherein something of little or no intrinsic value would be used to facilitate purchases?

And, would dogs attempt to amass vast stores of their currency (or their items of barter), more than they could possibly use in trade for what they might need or want?  Would dogs display capitalistic greed?

I suppose I’ll never know the answer to these questions.  Nor will I know what inter-species commerce would look like, were dogs to be in a position to buy their food and shelter from humans. But, wait.  Maybe all I need do is look at the relationship between humans and dogs as it is today to get my answer.

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Crimson

April 17, like all other days, provides me with an opportunity to exhibit random curiosity. Today’s random curiosity found itself exploring the meaning and origins of the word “crimson.” I can’t say with even a shred of certainty why that word caught my attention, nor why that attention grew into an insatiable curiosity.  But I can say with certainty that’s exactly what happened.  And when such a thing happens, there is no sense in fighting it; it’s best to simply go with the flow.  And so I did.

Because every dictionary I own is in storage in a large wooden crate, inaccessible to me even if I were 325 miles west of where I am today, I had no choice but to travel electronically to dictionaries residing in places more hospitable to inquiring minds like mine.  My first and only stop was at dictionary.com, where I found the word, an adjective, defined as “deep purplish-red”  or “sanguinary,” the latter defined as “full of or characterized by bloodshed” and “ready or eager to shed blood; bloodthirsty” and “composed of or marked with blood.”  The noun and verb forms of the word were related to the definition involving color.

Naturally, my immediate assumption about the etymology of the word involved blood. But I continued to read, as much to verify my assumption as to learn something new.  My assumption, it turns out, was wrong.  If dictionary.com can be trusted, it seems there are Arabic origins of the word, origins including the Arabic word “qirmizī,” that involve the use of the dried bodies of a scale insect, Kermes ilices, which live on small, evergreen oak trees of the Mediterranean region.  These dead bodies were used to prepare a red dye.

A further assumption, untested, is that this insect-body-dye was blood-red. From this moment forward (providing I remember what I’ve just written), I will forever equate the word crimson with dead insects. That is not how I intended to start my day, but sometimes events beyond our control just happen to us and we have to roll with them.

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April 17: Thoughts for the Day

Even the least significant aspects of life can be stunningly exciting, if given the opportunity to be seen for what they are. Everything, and I mean everything, is wondrous!

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April 16: Thoughts for the Day

The discovery of what may be Saturn’s 63rd moon is evidence that the universe, or at least our solar system, is in flux.  And so, too, are we.

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Tricked

I had another odd dream last night or this morning, one of the more vivid ones I’ve had in awhile.  I was visiting the home of some people I’ve known for years.  One of their acquaintances used to work for me, as well.  I was preparing to leave when the guy asked me to pose for a photographic portrait.  Though I really needed to go, I agreed.  I sat on a round stool he provided and he pointed his camera at me, but suddenly the stool sank a foot or two, as if the stool’s post were vacuum-controlled.  He laughed, along with everyone else, and said it would be just a moment.  The stool was adjusted, remotely, by some other man, who had a French accent and wore a pencil-thin mustache.

A series of similar situations arose, in which he was poised to take the photo, but some oddity occurred to bring the process back to square one, involving much more preparation. Each time, the same man with the pencil-thin mustache was involved, but his accent was different each time; Spanish, Russian, Italian…and some others I couldn’t identify. After a few times, it became evident to me that they were delaying the process on purpose and the guy’s wife was in on the scheme.  And it became apparent that their acquaintance, the woman who used to work for me, was becoming upset, as well.  She finally turned to leave and said to me, with a sense of annoyance and frustration in her voice, “come by when you get out of here.” The others seemed embarrassed by her comment; their faces flushed red and they turned their heads toward the ground.

When I finally decided to stop playing the game and turned to leave, the guy’s wife apologized that they were unable to get the portrait done and asked me to return another time.  She handed me a tin of clams and hugged me as I left.

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Isolation

I think one of the things I’ll value most about moving into our new house will be the relative isolation, at least compared to the condo we’re renting at the moment.  There will be neighbors on both sides of us, but there’s more distance between the houses than there is here.  And, here, there are units a stone’s throw from the place, easily visible from the sliding glass door onto the deck.  At the new house, there are thick woods on a steep slope behind us, leading down to a road and, beyond the road, more woods.

There is a kind of comfort in isolation, a sense of ease that allows a person to relax and behave in a completely natural way.  A gauzy veil of trees and insulating distance removes much of the tension that disables my ability to simply relax and unwind.  While, here, I am always conscious that people may see me stand out on the deck, sipping my coffee, that sense of “being watched” will be far less in the new place.  Oh, it’s not completely isolated; I might be watched there, too, but I know I will feel less “on view” than I do here.  It’s not that this place is not private; it is.  But being among a cluster of other condo units makes visual privacy an impossibility.

I suppose part of this sense of being “on view” has to do with the fact that I tend to go out on the deck when there are people out and about.  But even when I walk out in the dark at 4:00 a.m. and 10:00 p.m., I can’t shake the feeling that someone might be gazing up at me. Of course, there’s nothing to hide.  It’s not as if I were wandering the deck nude, drinking from a glass of freshly let goat blood.  But I prefer confirmed privacy.  I always have and I always will.

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April 15: Thoughts for the Day

When nature offers opportunities to see spectacular events, like the blood moon I missed early this morning, there’s a deep sense of disappointment in failing to do what it takes to take advantage of the opportunity. It’s worth being jolted awake at ungodly hours; it’s worth setting the alarm.  Next time, I won’t be so cavalier about it.

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Missed Blood

I awoke too late to see it. The “blood moon” was something I’d hoped to see early this morning, but it was not to be. Despite having gone to bed far earlier than usual, I didn’t awake until after 4:00 a.m. By then, the eclipse was nearly over. I saw the moon in all its bright white glory, but I caught only the tail end of the eclipse and saw no traces of red. Damn!

There will be more opportunities, if the weather is right and if I make and act appropriately on plans to make the most of them. Remaining in this tetrad of total lunar eclipses are:

October 8, 2014
April 4, 2015
September 28, 2015

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Settling In

On Saturday, we drove to Little Rock to have discussions at a branch bank about setting up telephone wire transfers.  We’re not confident that will be an option when we close on our house; another trip may be required to get a cashier’s check for the funds we’ll need.  But while we were in Little Rock, we decided to enjoy ourselves.

We went downtown, seeking the Flying Saucer Draught Emporium.  It wasn’t hard to find, but its location in the very popular River Market area, not far from the Clinton Library, meant heavy traffic, a lot of pedestrians on the street, and hit-and-miss parking.  That, coupled with the fact that we accidentally timed our visit to coincide with the waning hours of some special events made for a tough time finding a parking space.  But, after circling a block and having decided we would wait until a less frenetic time, we happened upon a parking space directly across the street from the Saucer. I grabbed it.

My choice of lunch was the ever-popular (with me) Kick-Ass Chicken Sandwich with a side salad topped with jalapeño vinaigrette and two sides of sliced jalapeños.  My wife opted for the shepherd’s pie, with its heavily Indian-influenced spice mixture.  The “fire-sale” beer was the Marshall Atlas IPA, a draft brewed by the Marshall Brewing Company of Tulsa, OK.  My assessment off the beer: keep trying.  Because I dared not overdo it on the beer before getting behind the wheel, I kept it at one beer.  After another 41 unique beers at the Saucer, will have earned my plate on the ceiling.

Junction Bridge and River Market Area

After lunch, we walked down to the Junction Bridge (next to the Julius Breckling Riverfront Park) from which there are spectacular views of downtown Little Rock and the Arkansas River.  From there, we wandered through the River Market, then drifted toward the Clinton Library, stopping along the way at the Witt Stephens Jr. Central Arkansas Nature Center, which overlooks the Arkansas River.

The short visit to the Riverfront Park area was enough to confirm our interest in another, longer and more involved, visit to Little Rock in the coming months.

Because my wife will be making a trip soon to meet up with her sister in Illinois, near Chicago, we decided to drive to the Little Rock airport so I would know where to find it and where to park when I have to drive over the Thursday morning she leaves for the visit. While the drive during the commute rush will no doubt be far more congested that on a Saturday morning, I was pleasantly surprised that there was virtually no congestion, neither on the way to the airport nor once we found the terminals.  That is a dramatic difference from what I’m used to in Dallas.

The trip back home was uneventful, an easy day and an easy drive.

When we got up yesterday (Sunday), we piddled around the condo for quite some time, then decided about 11:00 a.m. to go for a drive to explore.  We got on Arkansas Highway 7, which has a reputation as a beautiful scenic drive, and headed north.  Though the skies were overcast, the drive did not disappoint.  The road winds through thick forests, most of the land on both sides of the road within the confines of the Oauchita National Forest.  One of the most impressive elements of the scenery was the presence of exceptional numbers of dogwood trees, in full bloom, in view beneath the canopy of pine and hardwood trees.  The dogwoods are much shorter trees, so their blossoms are visible against the dark trunks of the taller trees; there is, for the moment, very little green underbrush behind the dogwoods, so their brilliant white and yellow-white flowers are in stark contrast to the dark brown and grey trees and forest floor behind them.

We stopped for lunch at a Mexican restaurant called Tarascos in Dardanelle, AR.  I was pleasantly surprised at the quality of the food; the place bills itself as delivering “Real Mexican Taste” and it does not disappoint.  We drove around Dardanelle for awhile, then continued north to Russellville, AR, a much larger town on the Arkansas River, adjacent to Interstate 40. Russellville, a town of roughly 30,000 residents, is home to Arkansas Tech University and boasts the presence of Arkansas’ only nuclear plant.  The Russellville logo gives just a hint of the topography of the area:

We encountered very heavy rain during the trip back down Highway 7. As we neared Hot Springs Village, the deluge was sufficiently heavy as to make it almost impossible to see the road, despite the windshield wipers being on full speed. Just as I was ready to stop, though, the rain let up just enough to permit us to keep going. The rain did not let up, though; it continued raining, though not quite as hard, for the remainder of the trip and, then, for the rest of the afternoon and evening.

We decided to get a pizza for dinner, so we called the local pizzeria and ordered one for pickup. In the rain, we went out to get our pizza, then brought it back to the condo where we buttoned down for the night. Last night was one of violent weather; explosive cracks of thunder punctuated the sound of rain coming down so hard it seemed as if it would come through the roof. Lightning lit up the sky almost non-stop for several hours. After I went to bed, I was awakened two or three times by jarring claps of thunder and brilliant flashes of lightning; the curtains had no hope of keeping the light from flooding the room.

I failed to take a decent camera with me. The photos I took with my iPhone are of poor quality, so the only decent graphic evidence of our trip is what I included here, from others. It’s a lesson: take a decent camera wherever I go.

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April 14: Thoughts for the Day

When faced with a long list of things to accomplish, I know it makes more sense to tackle the more difficult ones first.  But sometimes the lists are so overwhelming, I try to trick myself into developing a rhythm of accomplishment by getting some of the easy ones out of the way.  That is a trick of fools.

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Noise

I was sitting there, enjoying the serenity of nature, when it began.  The noise was hard to hear, but impossible NOT to hear.  It was the sound of a light bulb about to break.  The shrill shriek of an electric motor about to die.  But it was so, so low.  I wasn’t even sure I heard it.  Was it really a sound, or was it my imagination?

The noise was loudest, if that term even applies, in the kitchen. I heard it when I went outside, out the front door, though.  And it was there while I was out on the back deck.

It was everywhere I was.  It was constant. Loud. Almost silent. Hidden. In my face. Maddening.

The longer I heard it, the more I came to understand how people can snap; that noise could drive a person to create mayhem.  It could cause blood to boil at low temperature. It could make a brain explode in low, muffled, percussive thuds.

My wife heard it, but only after I called it to her attention.  But she heard it; I was not crazy.  It was not an imaginary demon.  She thought it was the fan motor.  But it wasn’t the fan motor.  Or maybe the dining area light.  No, not that.  But WHAT?!  It was unclear.  It came from somewhere, but from nowhere.  Maybe it wasn’t even a sound.  Or maybe it was something imaginary, but seemed real to couples.  What was it?!

She went back to her TV program.  I began planning an insurrection. I wanted to, needed to, create a counter to this horrible, persistent, excruciating, shrill, bestial NOISE!  I needed it to end.  I needed the world to end, if the noise would not.  I could not STAND the sound!  Was it my imagination? Was it real?  Was it a background noise my mind allowed itself to amplify?  What was it?!

I was willing to chew on glass, if only the glass would make it stop. Something had to make the sound cease.  I wanted the universe to explode into a vapor of silence.

And then, as quietly as it crept into my reality, it crept out.   That was last night.  I have no idea what it was.  I want the experience to be only a memory, never to be experienced again.

 

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April 13: Thoughts for the Day

Today is the 34th anniversary of my marriage to my favorite wife. We shall celebrate in some special way to mark this milestone.  I think we’re only about halfway through this marriage, I do. The longer I can make this thing go, the better.

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Squirrel

I stood inside at the glass front door, observing the grey squirrel search for food just a few feet away from me.  Rummaging through the leaves jammed between the rocks and gravel that take the place of a yard, the beast nervously bolted upright every few seconds, as if it heard or saw something alarming. When it found something appealing or edible, it sat up on its hind legs, using its front paws to hold the goods to its mouth as its tail twitched apprehensively.  I watched its teeth buzz through a nut like a tiny chain saw, the speed with which it opened and closed its jaws almost breathtaking.

After the meal, it turned its attention back to the ground, its nose buried in the leaves seeking more food. Suddenly, it popped straight up, turned one hundred and eighty degrees in mid-air, and leaped onto the trunk of a massive tree a few feet away from where it had been foraging. It crawled a few feet up the trunk then clung, motionless, for a few seconds before furiously twitching its tail and turning around, its head facing downward.

When it turned toward the ground, its rear legs spread far apart and the fingers of its paws seemed to splay widely.  And there it stayed for a good minute and a half, its head moving ever so slightly from time to time, lifting one of its front paws occasionally as if to take a step, then returning it to clutch the tree.

Finally, I opened the glass door. In the blink of an eye, the squirrel turned and scurried up and around the trunk of the tree, out of my line of sight.  Looking up, I rounded the tree to see the squirrel disappear into the branches twenty or thirty feet above me. It could not have moved vertically any faster if it had jumped out of the tree and free-fallen to the ground.

The squirrels here are smaller than the ones I’m used to in Dallas.  In Dallas, the squirrels are fat and their tails are full and fluffy.  In Hot Springs Village, the squirrels appear more mature; swaths of grey invade their brown fur, making them appear as if they are aging.  They’re smaller in stature and much thinner than Dallas squirrels, too, as if they work out or they’re dieting. And I’ve noticed they seem less social than their Dallas cousins.  In Dallas, it is common to see squirrels chasing one another as if engaged in play. Here, they seem to keep to themselves, focusing on work instead of play.

At some point in the future, maybe days or maybe months, I will do some research to learn more about the types of squirrels I see here to determine whether my observations thus far are correct.  Are they really different from their Dallas counterparts?  This curiosity has not reached the point of claiming a priority in my “things to do” list, but it has been appropriately filed in my “someday” folder.

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