Author Archives: John Swinburn

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"Love not what you are but what you may become."― Miguel de Cervantes

Two Hundred Eighty-Seven

Until the lions have their own historians, the history of the hunt will always glorify the hunter. ~ Chinua Achebe

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Judged

I have a long history of misjudging people. When I owned a business, and even before, when I managed organizations and was responsible for staffing them, my “gut feel” meter was wrong about half the time. It might have been … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Eighty-Six

Leaning over the deck railing, I felt as if I might lose my balance and tumble twenty feet to the rocks and shrubbery below, so I stood upright and stepped back. Then, I heard it again; a loud rustling, the sound … Continue reading

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A Mexish or Perhaps Britican Breakfast

Some time ago, I received a text message from a friend who explained that she had made a Mexican-English fusion breakfast. Knowing how I enjoy breakfast, she thought I might like to know what she had done. She sliced and … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Eighty-Five

We could do worse than live our lives as scavengers, seekers of the used and discarded. By giving new life to the the too-early-abandoned outcasts deemed by others wrung of practical value, we enrich our lives and give the planet … Continue reading

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Never Good Enough

I must have been nineteen or twenty years old when I decided I wanted to die. I needed to free myself of the pain, the unrelenting loneliness, and the angst that accompanied me on my trip from adolescence into early adulthood. … Continue reading

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Locked in to Tunnel Vision

Fear and lethargy contribute as much as lack of interest and understanding to generational differences. Consider the massive shifts in the musical landscape that took place after World War II, especially in the late fifties. It seems to me that the Greatest Generation … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Eighty-Four

When I hear the word ‘serpent,’ my brain conjures a willfully angry and vengeful creature, a beast slithering toward its prey.  The monster’s aim is emphatically malevolent, its mind filled with animosity. ‘Snake,’ on the other hand, does not arouse in … Continue reading

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Lonely Soulmates

The world, with all its billions of people, can be a lonely place for people whose ideas and attitudes don’t quite fit the norm. Though there must be someone among all those billions who share quirky ideas and attitudes, it’s hard … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Eighty-Three

Standing outside late at night, after lights have dimmed and eyes have adjusted to darkness, the brilliance of stars in a clear sky is overwhelming. It literally takes my breath away. Only then does the unfathomable scale of the universe become … Continue reading

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Doing the Deeds

Today’s schedule includes smoking three pork butts, writing something potentially worthy of my critique group, possibly attending an Audubon meeting and/or a documentary film festival, and watching for potential thunderstorms in the afternoon. Some of these events may be incompatible … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Eighty-Two

I can stare at the yellow lines on a desolate asphalt highway for hours, creating my own fantasy with nothing but wishes as fuel. Why can’t I, instead, imagine the joy of making intricate carvings in wood that’s hard as steel, using … Continue reading

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Encounter

Quinn’s son, Garret, and daughter-in-law, Lynda, stood beside him at the counter. Garret said “Dad, let me pay for breakfast,” but Quinn, always the patriarch, responded with “Not this time.” Sharon, Quinn’s wife, gave Quinn an exasperated stare; she wished he … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Eighty-One

Life is not a cathedral; it is a cauldron. Despite promises that staying ‘in the moment’ brings tranquility, that pacific state carries emotional risks unmatched in their fury. Desire is a bastard with sharp teeth and claws.

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Two Hundred Eighty

Disappointments are inevitable, but not necessarily damaging. Failure to attain one’s goals or otherwise stumbling when an objective is in reach tends to build one’s humility. Humility is a characteristic that speaks volumes of a person’s experience in the world; … Continue reading

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Water and Salt

Oceans, which comprise more than seventy percent of the earth’s surface, hold ninety-seven percent of the planet’s water. Beneath the surface of that water is immeasurable beauty and secrecy and enough fodder for fear to last a million lifetimes. Awestruck … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Seventy-Nine

Our misguided youth becomes misaligned adulthood. Our early flaws and foibles come to define who we are. We’re on a pathway that was destined, from the start, to reveal the mistakes that made us who we are. Old age is … Continue reading

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Paint Me, Cover Me with Art

I wonder whether body decorations like tattoos and ear rings are intended to accentuate or to disguise. If I were to get an ear ring, would it be an ornament or a distraction? Will it draw attention to a part … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Seventy-Eight

Hidden beneath tangled layers of memories modified by time and experience are clear, true recollections that remain pristine and unaltered. I believe those recollections, those brilliant reminiscences etched so deeply into the brain that neither time nor experience can change them, hold the … Continue reading

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Beneath the Robes

I cannot know for certain, but I suspect people who haven’t seen me since they knew me twenty years ago would recognize me today. It’s not so much my face they would recognize. Rather, it’s the person behind the face. … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Seventy-Seven

Honesty is a dangerous trait when it accompanies primal passion and raw lust. Those might be the words of a character I write, or they could be mine. Where does one end and the other begin? Or, is it possible, they are one and … Continue reading

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Reading Garcia

Today I will join several of my fellow local writers on stage (one by one, not together), each of whom will read a short piece of our writing. I have chosen to read a vignette I entitled “Garcia,” an introduction … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Seventy-Six

If we had no television, no electric lights, no natural gas, no books, no internet, and no battery-powered devices awash in music, night-time would be a radically different experience from the way it is now. We’d watch the stars and, perhaps, … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Seventy-Five

The answer probably resides somewhere on the internet, but I have never looked for it there. Instead, I’ve just wondered—for quite some time, actually—when razors were invented. Before razors, people with beards like mine would have been pitied; they would … Continue reading

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No Cabrito

I’ve decided, based on videos readily available on Facebook, that I need a baby goat as a pet. When that baby goat becomes a rambunctious teenage goat, I might be less inclined to think it’s cute, but I could deliver … Continue reading

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