Author Archives: John Swinburn

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"Love not what you are but what you may become."― Miguel de Cervantes

Two Hundred Seventy-Four

The forecast for tomorrow, finally, corresponds to my definition of ideal weather: a high of seventy-five and a low in the upper forties, with clear skies. Saturday, the day I will read a short piece on stage at our local … Continue reading

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Sequester

Many days, I feel the urge to drive long, lonely highways toward an obscure destination, some distant place whose only allure is its remoteness and privacy. I know nothing of this place other than it requires considerable time and concerted effort to reach. I’m not … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Seventy-Three

Not long ago, I wrote what was to be a short vignette introducing the town of Struggles, Arkansas. There is no such place, except in my head. But I keep returning to Struggles and to my dissatisfaction with my description … Continue reading

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Did Someone Spike the Kool-Aid?

After reading the boasts and lies of one especially egotistical politician who claims he isn’t one, and seeing his approval ratings climb as a result of his braggadocio and mendacity, I feel compelled to acknowledge that a significant percentage of … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Seventy-Two

How many things do you take for granted every day? No, not just a number; a list. Might the list include the coffee you drink, your ability to be ambulatory, the roof over your head? How about food on the … Continue reading

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Finish Line

Ideas too expansive to understand dance by too fast to follow, as I claw through the weeds in slow motion, seeking a hand-hold, a place for my grip to grasp onto ways to slow the spin; to catch up. But … Continue reading

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Of Course I Remembered

Remembering my mother’s birthday takes on a new dimension every year. Either I remember more about things she did and said or I pay closer attention to snippets of memories locked deep in the recesses of my brain. My memories are … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Seventy-One

Early this morning, while I was trying to decide whether to get out of bed or stay there, imprisoned by the warmth, I had weird conversation with myself. I questioned whether anthropologists and their allies make too many assumptions while explaining … Continue reading

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A Short Life Considered

Let me suggest to you that, one day when no one else is around, you take the process of cooking in a slightly different direction. My suggestion is that you do this when you are preparing to make a shrimp dish, … Continue reading

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To Vanquish

Fear. We think we know what it is until we experience it. Then, and only then, do we recognize that fear is a physical being, an entity with weight and force, writhing with malice. It is a monstrous—yet ephemeral—demon, a  translucent … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Seventy

The concept, or rather the practical application of the concept, of prison is bizarre. I’ve never thought of it quite the same way before, but this morning it hit me: society decides the behavior of an individual is sufficiently deviant … Continue reading

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Delving into the Dark Side

What is it about the dark side—the underbelly—of life I find so compelling?  What magnetism pulls me toward that grey, cold abyss? Why is that deep and dangerous place of which most people speak in hushed tones so irresistible to me? … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Sixty-Nine

M.C. Escher introduced me to optical illusion in art. I must have been in my mid to late teens when I first encountered Escher’s work, an odd assortment of impossibilities made possible with pen and ink and woodcuts and such. … Continue reading

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Guys Like Me are Mad for Mermaid Meat*

Buried deep in my subconscious are recollections of what must have been a torrid love affair with a mermaid. My gustatory passion for creatures who spend their lives in the sea betrays that obscure secret, hidden beneath waves of recall that pound my psyche … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Sixty-Eight

There’s a “what if” just waiting to be asked when something unplanned, unexpected, or unwanted happens. That “what if” can jar one into greater appreciation of what is, a more acute gratitude for the life benefits one enjoys without giving them … Continue reading

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Philosophical Rant Redux

I posted the following essay exactly three years ago today. I remain perplexed that the ideas I offer here have not found their way into genuine conversation and debate. It seems so obvious, to me, that the concept of employment … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Sixty-Seven

Several years ago, during a business trip to San Diego, I took time out to seek out an Indian restaurant in La Jolla. An epicurean friend who lived on the east coast had encouraged me to give the place a … Continue reading

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Vampires in Your Kitchen

When I awoke this morning, for reasons beyond my comprehension, garlic was on my mind. I vaguely remembered writing something about garlic many months ago, something that got to the stark reality of garlic. I found it. Here are excerpts … Continue reading

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Gourmet, Anyone?

Last night, we joined two other couples at Pulaski Technical College for a dinner prepared and served by students of the Culinary Arts and Hospitality Management Institute. The facility serves dinners (and lunch) two or three times per week to give … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Sixty-Six

I might be alone in this, but I’d very much like the opportunity to view a video of my internal organs as they function. Watching the esophagus and stomach do their thing may sound revolting to some, but it strikes … Continue reading

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Would That I Could See, But Not Feel

I was expecting the same experience with my left eye after cataract surgery as I had with my right eye. I had no reason to expect anything else. But this is not like last time around. My eye feels like … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Sixty-Five

“Spinning a yarn” is an idiomatic expression meaning “to make up a story” or “to tell a lie.” I gather the genesis of the expression was from a time when groups of women gathered to craft yarn on spinning wheels. While they … Continue reading

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Curiosity

Curiosity, I think, is simply a thirst for knowledge. And it’s a thirst absent any requisite redeeming practicality. It’s the same thirst a sot has for liquor; it just satisfies a need buried so deeply in the brain that it’s next to … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Sixty-Four

Breathe and be happy. Smile. Look at other people as friends, even people you don’t know. A genuine smile feels good, whether giving or receiving it. I think people can read decency and generosity in others’ faces. They have a … Continue reading

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Manisha

He swallowed the mouthful of god-knows-what, the food intended to cover the razor blade and dull the pain as it sliced its way through my throat and into his esophagus. It did its job. He paid more attention to the flavors of … Continue reading

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