Author Archives: John Swinburn

About John Swinburn

"Love not what you are but what you may become."― Miguel de Cervantes

Screaming Radio

Several times last night and in the wee hours of this morning, the screaming NOAA weather radio jolted us awake. First, around 9:00 p.m., came an announcement of the issuance a flash-flood warning for Garland County, where we live. Then, around 11:30 … Continue reading

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Different Circumstances

What would life have delivered to me had I spoken to my mother in Spanish? How would the world treat me differently if I bathed in a river and washed my clothes on a rock? Where would I have learned to read if … Continue reading

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One Hundred Thirty-One

Just say what you feel, to the right person, and you’ll feel better about the way you  feel about the right person.

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An Invitation to Lewd and Lascivious Behavior

My post about the local writers’ event at which I will read tomorrow got me thinking, which is not always a good thing. I will admit to a bit of indignation at something that probably doesn’t deserve a moment of my … Continue reading

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Writers Read

I will be among nineteen writers who will read from their work tomorrow at a public event that lures people in with free wine and hors d’oeuvre. Writers know how to get an audience! I’ve considered starting a sub-club and … Continue reading

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One Hundred Thirty

It is not outside the realm of possibility that a mass extinction, like that of the dinosaur, will claim humanity in the foreseeable future. Should that occur, I suspect a new form of “intelligent” life will evolve to recapture the … Continue reading

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A Curious Experience

Why would eight to ten grey-bearded men gather in a conference room of a public library? What commonality, aside from their beards, could cause them to assemble around a conference table, nary a smile visible behind those masculine mops? Those questions … Continue reading

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One Hundred Twenty-Nine

I should have trusted the process of my suppositions when I heard what I first thought was a mourning dove, then decided was an owl, and finally figured might be a roadrunner.  But, no, I went back to the idea it … Continue reading

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Thinking of Spiders

I speak a thousand tongues and understand the rest. Fluent in their languages, I communicate with spiders and birds and walruses. I hear grass grow before it breaks the surface of the soil, though the sound competes with the noise of … Continue reading

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One Hundred Twenty-Eight

Vague responses to imprecise questions muddy our understanding of things about which we already know little.

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Listening and Looking

In the interest of serenity, I am sitting on my screened porch, listening to bird calls and songs. I recognize the sounds, but can connect only a few to the birds making them. I hear a mourning dove, a tufted … Continue reading

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Seduction

Seductions are, by nature, slow. They do not swirl into a life and grab the subject of the seduction by the throat and whisk that person away. Rather, they slide in through a door left ajar, hiding behind curtains until the … Continue reading

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One Hundred Twenty-Seven

The darkest place is the place with no hope,  the place with no springboard to better thoughts or ideas. Once you stumble into that dark place, it’s hard to find a way out; you need someone to show you the … Continue reading

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Kneeling in Pain

When I bend down on my knees, I can’t do it the way normal people do. I have to place something soft, with plenty of cushion, under my knees or they wail in excruciating pain. Hearing the blood-curdling screams of knees that … Continue reading

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Cinco de Mayo Party

Last night, we hosted our First Annual Cinco de Mayo Party, using an “Americanized” version of a Mexican holiday with limited Mexican recognition as an excuse to throw a party. Twenty-two of us enjoyed tacos, chips and salsas, jicama slaw, margaritas, … Continue reading

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One Hundred Twenty-Six

Every morning I awaken to possibilities that only I control— if I control them. I make the choice to either mold the day into what I want it to be or let it wash over me. The key is that I know I am … Continue reading

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Party Favors

I am the party favor, breaking the ice and easing the tensions. There had been no discussion of my serving in that capacity, yet turning down the invitation was out of the question, inasmuch as it wasn’t an invitation; it was … Continue reading

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One Hundred Twenty-Five

Yesterday’s twenty-eight degree spread between temperature high and low was a stark reminder of the fact that summer is coming. That same spread, though, demonstrated that comfort slides in during the night, giving us a welcome greeting as we start … Continue reading

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Art is Light

The last few days, my “art” of writing has taken back seat to other arts: acting, directing, set design, glass blowing, wood turning, pottery, et al.  On Saturday, while my wife and her sister enjoyed a sculpture tour of Hot … Continue reading

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One Hundred Twenty-Four

A friend began writing her memoir, set in the future looking back, this morning.  Creativity is an amazing thing; she asked me to read what she’s written and I was stunned with its honesty and creativity and depth of emotion. … Continue reading

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Oh, Please, Make Them Go Away

I just read a news article that reported on Texas Governor Greg Abbott’s order to the Texas State Guard to monitor a Navy SEAL/Green Beret joint training exercise (Operation Jade Helm). Apparently, right-wing militia conspiracy theorists convinced the Governor the exercises are a … Continue reading

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Race and an Ancient Artifact

Issues of race and class had become impossible to ignore.  Public policy forbidding discrimination clearly failed, viewed as it was as an attempt to legislate morality, which clearly fell within the purview of the church—which church, of course, depended on … Continue reading

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One Hundred Twenty-Three

The blood of all the innocents killed or left to die in the hot and cold wars of the last twenty centuries rained down in sheets, drowning their murderers who wallowed in sanguinary luxury.

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And It Does

Our neighbors drove the three of us (my wife, my sister-in-law, and me) to Hot Springs for the First Friday Gallery Walk last night.  The guy is an accomplished artist in his own right; their house is flush with his … Continue reading

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One Hundred Twenty-Two

Explore the flavors of foods, even unappealing foods. If you give  yourself enough time to relish the experience of flavors, you will find yourself drawn to subtle differences in tastes and textures. Foods once dismissed as off-putting or bland will take … Continue reading

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