Author Archives: John Swinburn

About John Swinburn

"Love not what you are but what you may become."― Miguel de Cervantes

Triggering Reflections

From time to time, I scroll through old posts on this and other blogs I’ve written. That experience can be like igniting memories from cold embers that couldn’t sustain the heat of recollection without help from an accelerant. This morning, I … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Fifty

Question your own motives. Don’t accept easy answers. Argue against your own positions and win. Believe in things you cannot accept, ideas anathema to everything rational in your brain. If you can do these things, you can tell stories that … Continue reading

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I Dreamed of Michael Dell

I don’t have the first clue what Michael Dell and his wife might look like. That notwithstanding, they were in my dreams last night. Michael gave me a check for $10,000 to buy some plastic materials I needed to promote … Continue reading

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Corazón

Mica Comal slipped out of his coffin, grabbed a cane from a nearby rack, and ambled toward the front door. Episcopalia, the blind Costa Rican woman, stopped him at the door of the church and asked, “¿Tienes corazón negro?” “No, señora, … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Forty-Nine

Let’s say you are responsible for naming newborn triplets, all boys. Which trio of names would be more likely to cause turmoil: Mark, Michael, and Genghis or  Hephaestus, Zeus, and Genghis? Ah, your answer may rely on logic, an irrelevant characteristic in a chaotic world.

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Two Hundred Forty-Eight

Procrastination is the province of a fool, one whose face I sometimes see in the mirror.

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Two Hundred Forty-Seven

I happened upon a website dedicated to the Friends Committee on National Legislation (FCNL). The site bills itself as “A Quaker Lobby in the Public Interest.” Generally speaking, I am solidly opposed to any religious group attempting to exercise its … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Forty-Six

If you watch a squirrel for an entire day, jumping from tree to tree and then spending a moment or two on the ground and scurrying up another tree, you may notice something important. The squirrel never pauses to watch a reality show. Never. … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Forty-Five

Labels, especially political labels, cover warts and scabs—even open wounds—like ill-fitting artificial skin that traps flesh-eating bacteria beneath it.  Yet if we apply labels like band-aids, we allow ourselves to be defined by them.  

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Two Hundred Forty-Four

Let someone else define you and you’ll forever be a slave to another’s assessment. Define yourself and you’ll know, at least, you are authentic. It is hard to face a world in which collective perspectives become cash, the only currency … Continue reading

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Getting the Message

[I think this will be my last “normal” post for awhile. I will keep my daily Ruminations going, as failing to do that would ruin the sequence. Beyond that, I’ll keep to myself for a bit. I appreciate you regular … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Forty-Three

Disparate ideas churn like leaves in a whirlwind, spinning tighter and closer together until they become a cohesive thought, an intent, a plan, and, finally, an action.

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Two Hundred Forty-Two

It is important, on occasion, to break out of the habit of looking inward to view oneself from another’s perspective. That jarring sight isn’t necessarily pretty, but it is informative and, perhaps, instructive. It’s like looking in the mirror, expecting to see … Continue reading

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Blogstones

Some blogging friends recently completed their 1500th blog post. Well, they’ve actually posted more than that, but some posts from their very early days of bloggery did not survive the transition from one platform to another. Unlike my friends, I post whether I … Continue reading

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The Irresistible Allure of a Spicy Thing

Scotch Bonnet peppers are good examples of the allure of harmful things. They are metaphors for swimming with sharks, sky-diving, illicit love affairs, auto racing, experimenting with heroin, and deep-sea diving without a tank. Or maybe I have that backwards. … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Forty-One

The beauty I find in this morning’s air, and in the way the light struggles to overtake darkness, correlates directly with the beauty I see in people I love, people I miss, people I find attractive. The beauty in the world around us, even … Continue reading

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Exercise Vignettes

Vignette One One square yard of dark tinted screen. Three feet by three feet. Was it aluminum fabric? Some sort of cloth? I couldn’t tell. It was screen affixed to a square steel frame, forming a horizontal platform perpendicular to the … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Forty

Confidence suggests belief in oneself, yet belief is only one element of reaching for the next rung on the ladder, whatever that rung might be. The other element is the willingness to risk that belief through action; taking the risk, … Continue reading

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Tin Soldiers and Nixon’s Coming

At 1:43 a.m. on the morning of March 18, 2012, Jennie Mae Elquart’s loathing of police officers blossomed into fully formed hatred. Jennie Mae’s youngest son, Nixon, erupted from his mother’s womb during a late-night traffic stop on a flooded highway. After Nixon’s good … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Thirty-Nine

Most of us are born with 270 bones (some people claim the number to be as high as 305), but by adulthood we have only 206 left. According to what I’ve read, the diminution in number results from bones fusing … Continue reading

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Thinking Through Mud

I had a conversation with a writer friend recently. We talked about memories from childhood. Hers are as clear as crystal, and encyclopedic in their scope, beginning as early as when she was eighteen months old. Mine are, mostly, rare … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Thirty-Eight

The rhythm of breath is impossible. Nothing can be so constant, so unwavering, as the breath from one’s lungs. It is simply inconceivable; nothing can maintain that perpetual pace without pause. Except, perhaps, the beating of the heart. Or the eye’s … Continue reading

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Found

I lumbered up the slight incline of the trail as it came to an end at the shoreline. The lake covered only ten acres, if that. A bench, placed at trail’s end by an environmental organization, invited me to sit and stare … Continue reading

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Two Hundred Thirty-Seven

Who the hell was this Gregory fellow, the ne’er-do-well who introduced us to the Gregorian calendar? I loathe his artificial mechanism for controlling time; it can’t be done, at least not legitimately! He fills my days with appointments, when all I want … Continue reading

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Relics

My father taught me shoes do not belong in the trash can. Shoes can be repaired. As long as they have shape and a shred of leather, shoes can be repaired. New heels, new soles, fresh polish, new laces. No … Continue reading

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