Thick Clouds Shade My Sunny Disposition

My delayed CT-scan, put off due to the fact that I did not think I could tolerate the drive to the image clinic and the simple 20-minute procedure, is scheduled again for Monday. I think I can tolerate it…one week later. We shall see. Aside from feeling able to deal with that procedure, I do not feel like I could tolerate much more. But I could improve considerably by later today or tomorrow—I felt far better twice or three times within a 24-hour window during the past week. “But.” That improvement has come crashing down, only to gradually recover. I would happily be placed in a medical coma for a week if I could have assurances this, this…whatever would be gone when I awoke. Whenever it’s over, I still have to look forward to the results of the CT scan. Age-related decay takes it unpleasant decay.