Author Archives: John Swinburn

About John Swinburn

"Love not what you are but what you may become."― Miguel de Cervantes

The Trouble with Words

Komorebi, as I came to learn recently, is a Japanese word meaning sunlight filtering through tree leaves.  If I am to properly describe the dim, non-illuminated areas on a wall next to the komorebi coming through the window, I need a … Continue reading

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Twenty-Eight

Squeeze a sponge so hard it becomes dry as the desert, utterly devoid of moisture.  When the sponge becomes so dry that it attracts the water of every river and stream, when the seas seek it out, when  oceans empty themselves in their search … Continue reading

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Schlock is as Schlock Does

I once wrote that I had an interest in writing schlock to submit to schlock publishers whose customers enjoy immersing themselves in in schlock novels.  I wonder if my “cauldron” post fits the bill and puts me on the right … Continue reading

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At that Cauldron

What are you supposed to do, when you find yourself immersed in desire forbidden by good sense and commitment and decency? Where do you go for guidance when you know what the guidance will be and you discard its idiocy in … Continue reading

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Twenty-Seven

It’s inexplicable, the outpouring of emotion and tears and love for the universe that follows a few moments of staring upward at the stars on a night so utterly black and empty and alone.  On that night, the sky is … Continue reading

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The Wrong Way to Wake Up

I awoke with a start, not knowing why.  Light filtered into the room from the thin curtains on the windows, suggesting I had long overslept my normal waking hour.  I started to throw the covers off, but I felt confined, as … Continue reading

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Safety

The only infallible safety net is the one we build beneath our emotions, the one that never fails to catch us on the way down, down, down as we leap from the precipice toward the jagged rocks below. Yes, I know. … Continue reading

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Twenty-Six

Take a few moments, now, to consider all the uses you have for electricity.  Contemplate how your life will be different should its ready availability becomes a thing of the past.

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Love Beyond Convenience

I have written plenty of drivel in my blogging career, but I’ve written some things I’m proud to have written. The following piece still rings true to me today, four years after having posted it on another of my blogs, one … Continue reading

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A Friend in Need

We haven’t talked in some time, my friend, so I thought I’d write to inquire of your state of mind and the path your life is taking.  And, since I have a pen in hand, I’ll relay  my latest news, as … Continue reading

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Twenty-Five

I wondered what causes smiles.  I know, emotionally, what causes us to smile, but I wanted to know more.  Here’s what I found: …emotional data funnels to the brain, exciting the left anterior temporal region in particular, then smolders to … Continue reading

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It’s New to Me

For the second time since I watched the bizarre instructional video on YouTube, I prepared soft-boiled eggs for breakfast this morning by steaming them.  I’d never before made soft-boiled eggs, as I had this idea that I would need a … Continue reading

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Ode to Spontaneity

I woke up to pee at 3:30.  I should have relieved myself and gone back to bed, but I decided to have a cup of coffee, instead.  Madness.  That’s no way to ensure a good night’s sleep.  I may yet … Continue reading

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Twenty-Four

I read a compelling argument that addiction is not a problem of chemical dependency but is, instead, an attachment disorder, with drugs or alcohol replacing personal connections. That puts a whole new perspective on the war on drugs and AA.

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The Power of Routine Observation

The sun’s position as it becomes visible as a bright red-orange ball on clear mornings changes every day. I can tell because, over the past few months, at sunrise I have had to move from the spot where I work at my … Continue reading

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Twenty-Three

Remember those moments in which you are reminded why love is second only to sustenance, and maybe even second to none.

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Evocative Seafood Stew

My wife made the most fabulous seafood stew for dinner a couple of nights ago. It included chunks of cod, sea scallops, and shrimp in a perfectly spiced tomato base.  As we were having dinner, I commented that the stew brought up … Continue reading

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Twenty-Two

Don’t scold the sky for being too bright or too dark, lest your arrogance be challenged by the sun and moon.

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Unexpected Welcome Guests

During a long and satisfying walk yesterday afternoon (my wife and my sister-in-law and I did some pretty damn impressive walking, about 3 miles worth up and down some STEEP hills), I got a notification that I had received an … Continue reading

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Twenty-One

Ask for help in achieving those hard goals, even if they are deeply personal and you’re the only one with the capacity to achieve them. Everyone can benefit from a cheering section.

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Advice to Writers

One of my favorite authors started writing fiction for publication well after age fifty, I believe.  Her experience, and listening to and reading exhortations to aspiring writers, may have prompted her to say this, with which I heartily agree: Spend some … Continue reading

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Twenty

If you have to ask what you can learn about being human by spending time observing the natural world, you have not spent enough time observing the natural world.

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I Ate Spam

A few weeks ago, the subject of Spam came up during a conversation with my sister-in-law.  I don’t recall exactly what precipitated the conversation, but I think it had something to do with the fact that there are amazing numbers … Continue reading

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Nineteen

“Just kidding.” “I’m just poking fun.” If the qualifier is necessary, the comment being qualified is not; in fact, the comment being qualified should be retracted. An apology is in order.

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Eagles?

My wife and her sister and I planned to go on an Audubon Society barge trip yesterday on Lake Ouachita to look for bald eagles. My wife opted to stay home, as she’s been a little under the weather of … Continue reading

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