Author Archives: John Swinburn

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"Love not what you are but what you may become."― Miguel de Cervantes

Three Hundred Twenty-Six

Give yourself permission to fail without repercussions. Be kind to yourself in failure, regardless of whether others are kind to you. Failure is an indication of determination. Multiple failures; obsession.

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The Act of Breathing

I taste the coffee, letting its flavors linger in my mouth longer than usual so I can devote my attention to the taste and the way it feels on my tongue. When I swallow, I contemplate the experience, trying to imagine … Continue reading

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Liam’s Dilemma

Liam felt the blade of the knife rip into his left shoulder. The experience was not what he expected, if in fact he ever expected to be stabbed. There was no pain, just the sensation that his skin, and then … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Twenty-Five

Before I began writing this morning, I read a little. Something from Brain Pickings caught my attention. These words of Jane Kenyon, the poet, resonated with me. Though written as advice to poets, they apply to everyone. This quote merits … Continue reading

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Double-Wake Dream-Dream

Last night’s fitful sleep didn’t come until well after midnight, despite going to bed around ten. And, then, I was awake with a sinus-induced coughing fit around 1:00 a.m. Later, at 3:00, I was awake again for a bit. But … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Twenty-Four

The aroma of mint, freshly collected from a live plant, can change my mood from dark to light. There’s something about the odor of fresh mint that makes me glad to be alive. I wonder if anyone else finds mint so … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Twenty-Three

Social media tends to encourage a rush to judgment simply by the immediacy of feedback. Sometimes, I am guilty of failing to give adequate consideration to the ramifications of ideas expressed by others on social media. I see a comment or … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Twenty-Two

Poetry is a language of its own, a means of communicating ideas and emotions not well-suited to simple narrative. When we say an expression or a phrase is “poetic,” we are saying the words are framed to evoke images and ideas in … Continue reading

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Confusion Reigns

I awoke considerably later than usual this morning, having allowed myself to stay up later than I usually do. Once up, I wrote my daily “ruminations” post, then went back to bed. Less than an hour later, the weather radio … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Twenty-One

I listened to music last night. I sat at my computer, ear buds blocking out the world, and allowed myself to be transported outside myself. Death Cab for Cutie’s I Will Follow You into the Dark was just one of the … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Twenty

The sound of rain on a thin metal roof at four in the morning is unlike any other. I stood on the screened porch for just a few minutes this morning. That wasn’t noise; I’d call it music.

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I Think I Shall Never See…

Emaciated oak trees, tall and sickly in the distance, struggle to be noticed; the cacophonic crows seeking shelter from the rain disappear over a ridge, leaving nothing but the silence of a murder in their wake. Webs of gaunt branches form … Continue reading

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Searching for Strathcona

Micah Blaine’s childhood in Lafayette, Louisiana was typical of Acadiana, at least it was typical of Acadiana of the last quarter of the twentieth century.  By the time he was born in 1972, Cajun French was not as widely spoken … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Nineteen

My mind is like a river with parallel channels. In one course, the water is a gentle stream, caressing its banks. In the other, a relentless, savage torrent claws at the shoreline. How can it be that those two forces of nature reside in … Continue reading

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Pretender?

Love expresses itself in unexpected ways. Even if you are unaware of its presence, it is right there, next to you, being rude and unapologetic. Or maybe that’s not love at all. Maybe it’s a pretender. How can you possibly … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Eighteen

The horrors of humanity show themselves in unspeakable ways. I am thinking this morning of the people of Paris, the people of France, the people of this earth who continue to endure madness. Perhaps I would embrace religion if religion … Continue reading

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New Food Secrets

Okay. They’re not secrets. For for the most part, they are new, at least to me. The program for yesterday’s Men’s Club Luncheon consisted of a Great Courses instructional video prepared in partnership with the Culinary Institute of America. The presenter, … Continue reading

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More Gourmet and Gourmand Tales

We returned last night to Pulaski Tech’s Culinary Arts and Hospitality Management Institute for a fine dinner. The draw, for my wife, was the menu; it included sweetbreads as the main course. Alas, there were no sweetbreads served last night, … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Seventeen

I sometimes daydream about creating large semi-abstract outdoor sculptures in residential settings, sculptures whose scale is so large as to compete with and perhaps dwarf the homes around them. Having neither the technical nor the creative skills to execute such a … Continue reading

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Taking My Breath Away

Time turns mountains into valleys and granite into sand. But time, alone, cannot perform such feats. The inexorable forces of nature relentlessly work those million-year miracles. When I look at the world around me and consider the changes that have taken … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Sixteen

Ideas can spring into being unexpectedly. An email exchange with a friend a short while ago got me thinking; what inspires creativity? What provokes thoughts that, as they snake their way through one’s consciousness, illuminate the dark recesses where creativity hides? … Continue reading

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Mask Photo Summary

For purposes of keeping a photographic record of the masks I’ve made, here are all the ones I’ve completed and two in the works. I have two more awaiting raku firing (I have no pictures) and I believe I have … Continue reading

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Words & Wine

Last night, a friend/fellow writer (one in the same) and I attended a program entitled Words & Wine, a workshop program designed to encourage participants to discuss words and to write. People who attend are encouraged to bring wine; it’s a … Continue reading

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Three Hundred Fifteen

Being noticed matters. It matters because being the subject of attention offers evidence that someone cares enough to notice. I appreciate being noticed by the small cadre of folks who visit my blog on a regular basis, whether daily or monthly … Continue reading

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Emotions

Emotions are dangerous beasts that burn bridges and set fire to occupied buildings. They wreck dreams and ships and desires. They rip hopes into shreds that cannot be rewoven into whole cloth, leaving us naked and cold in the darkest times in the most … Continue reading

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