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Conquistador

Desire is an interesting emotion. Desire seems to be dramatically more forceful than mere want. Yet desire is less powerful than need.  Or is it? Are the two inextricably combined? Desire may not be articulated openly; unlike need, desire often … Continue reading

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Rock

A few years ago, while dabbling in reality, my mind ricocheted between darkness and whimsy at lightning speed. In a post entitled, Hiding Behind Rainbows with a Machete in Hand, the dichotomy was glaringly evident. Bouncing between delight and desperation … Continue reading

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Interpretations

The last several days, during which meteorologists and local “authorities” urged people to stay home in response to an expected series of ice storms, failed to meet expectations. Though there was some freezing rain, some sleet, and a touch of … Continue reading

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Fragments

When one writes as regularly as I do, he tends to reveal secrets about himself without overtly admitting to them. He wants to express himself honestly and openly, but to do so might mimic lighting a match in a room … Continue reading

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Twenty Minutes of First-Hand Knowledge

The human brain is incredible. Somewhere among the multiple layers of tissue and discrete clusters of specialty cells are answers to every question ever asked and more that have yet to be posed. The brain is an intricate, elaborate, impossibly … Continue reading

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The Wisdom of Legitimate Philosophers

As I try to think cogent thoughts this morning, I encounter obstacles. Nothing is pertinent. Nothing is believable or relevant. Everything is imaginary. All of the customs of the culture are artificial. Jobs, social institutions like religions and governments—even families … Continue reading

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The Art of Seeing

Do not go gentle into that good night but rage, rage against the dying of the light. ~ Dylan Thomas ~ For a while after I awoke at around 4 this morning, and for several minutes after I swallowed numerous … Continue reading

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Embrace the Day

Maybe the appeal of live music concerts is rooted in the energy of the audience. Or the novelty of seeing performers display their talents. Or both. Or a combination of those facets, coupled with the merger of sounds of voices … Continue reading

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One Year On

Fog partially conceals trees in the distance, coloring the space between them with an atmosphere of light blue-grey. Looking skyward, I see that the fog is low. Filtered sunlight through the cloud cover is strong enough to make the blue … Continue reading

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The Happy, Healing Touch

I will have the house to myself today while mi novia trots off to a day-long reiki course. My deep skepticism about the legitimacy of such approaches to healing has been tempered. In particular, this approach, which is based on … Continue reading

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Shedding Skills

I wonder how many skills, recipes, and processes common in the 1600s have long since been lost to modern society? The same question applies to more recent timelines: the 1700s and 1800s and early, mid, and late 1900s; even since … Continue reading

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Life Goes On

Until it doesn’t, life goes on. That is the message I get as a “watcher.” By the way, I had planned on using another word for “watcher” but, fortunately, I learned early enough the error of my belief that the … Continue reading

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Confusing, Competing Ideas

Our way of life is threated both by mass shootings and by clandestine efforts by foreign governments to accelerate the collapse of western coalition governments and/or  our civil cohesion. I used the word “accelerate” instead of “cause” for a reason. … Continue reading

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Searching for Profundity

Certain circumstances exist in which, given a choice between the two, a person might opt to experience physical pain rather than emotional pain. It depends, of course, on the causes of the pain. Like chronic physical pain, chronic emotional pain … Continue reading

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Wonder

We sometimes assume we know ourselves, but in fact we know only how we appear from a limited perspective. One cannot know oneself until he looks at himself through both a prism and a magnifying glass. Even then, we cannot … Continue reading

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Curiositas

In a few weeks, if anyone signs up for the program, I will facilitate a five-session “course” about Articulating Your Unitarian Universalist Faith. Faith. The definition that applies to the word in the context of the course is “belief in … Continue reading

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Hold

A couple of days ago, I wrote about the ways in which secretaries free their colleagues to be more productive. I lamented not having a secretary at the moment I wrote those words because of my study’s disorder. This morning, … Continue reading

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Sour

Even on days like today, when my calendar is empty and I generally am free of obligations, I can feel trapped; cornered, as if my choices are limited and none of them are good. I suspect this troublesome attitude can … Continue reading

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Adaptation

Many years ago, I had secretaries. I relied on them to perform functions that I could have done myself, but that I would not have done as well. Their contributions enabled me to be far more productive than I would … Continue reading

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Cleansing

Something is afoot. Pardon the pun, but…atmospheric changes are in the air. Meteorological precipitation maps show the onslaught. At this moment, if one believes those illustrations, Fayetteville is experiencing torrential rain. The direction of motion of rainstorms to the north … Continue reading

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Understanding and Kindness

There is a significant difference in value between doing and watching—between actively participating and observing.  Involvement sometimes occurs at the expense of awareness. That is because, in the midst of taking part in an activity, one can overlook elements that … Continue reading

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Deeper

Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. ~ Martin Luther King, Jr. ~ Each time I read those words, or hear them spoken, they resonate with me. They capture, as well as any words can, the truth about the … Continue reading

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This Is More Like It

Kolbjørn Landvik and Calypso Kneeblood and Lineoleum Price have suddenly come back into my life, returning after a years-long absence. They appeared at my figurative mental doorstep, looking thin, dirty, and bedraggled, their pleading eyes enough to make me open … Continue reading

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Later Than Normal

All that is really worth the doing is what we do for others. ~ Lewis Carroll ~ Today began when I was awakened by the obnoxious sound of my smart phone’s alarm, which I set last night before going to … Continue reading

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The Clock Strikes Six

The time is closing in on five o’clock as I begin writing. I have been up since just before four. My mind has been struggling, without success, to remember a perplexing dream. I recall only that the dream was intense … Continue reading

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